Wednesday, July 12, 2006
1. Do the following WITHOUT complains
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged
Favourites;
favourite colour: LIME GREEN
favourite food: currently it's nasi lemak and potatoes
favourite song: none
favourite movie: shark tale
favourite sport: badminton!
favourite day of the week: weekend
favourite season: winter
favourite ice-cream: rum and raisin all the way!!
Currents;
current mood: bored
current taste: tasteless.plain.
current clothes: shirt and shorts
current desktop: erm,IBM?
current time: 12.50pm
current surroundings: my mum's room
current annoyances: phew none!Peace without my brother
Firsts;
first best friends: probably my childhood playmate-wileen[ah-ling jie jie]
first crush: can't rmb
first movie: snow white,cinderella...one of those
first lie: no idea
Lasts;
last cigarette: dun smoke
last drink: water water
last car ride: couple of days ago?
last crush: =X
last movie: superman returns
last phone call: dad-_-
last CD played: jolin tsai!!
Have you ever;
have you ever dated your best friend: NO
have you ever broken the law: yeah..brother abuse?
have you ever been arrested: no
have you ever skinny-dipped: no way
have you ever been on tv: no whatever
have you ever kissed someone you don't know: no no no[damn list of stupid qs]
5 things you are wearing: shirt,shorts,underwear,earrings and necklace
4 things you done today: sleep,eat,read[newspapers]and use com
3 things you can hear right now: phone ring[pause to answer],the fan & the silence in the house
1 thing you do when you are bored: yawn
5 people to tag? yingzhi-maeve-dilys-sheena-april
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Good thing had this quiz to do or else I would be blabbering on abt wad happened last night with my brother and dad.Figured out it isn't really nice of me to write about it although I was really really angry last night.But still,some rough writing won't kill.These kind of arguments happen QUITE often but I hate being so angry and stuff.Dad started it by confronting me.But actually the root of the problem is my irresponsible brother who's life revolves around computer games.
Well I got mad with my dad for pushing blame on me and I shouted some horrible things before stomping off.I sat on the couch in the living room and after my dad scolded my brother for not doing what he's supposed to do,he came out and sat on an armchair near me.[Time for the please-understand-you're-the-older-sister-so-that's-your-responsiblity talk]
I hate talking it out with dad coz whenever I do,I'll always cry.ARGh even when I'm BOILING with anger and shouting at him,tears will just flow into the corner of my eyes.I notice it happens especially when I'm mentioning/shouting/talking about the main point that got me upset.
Do I cry out of self-pity?
Gosh.
Ok whatever.Before I went to bed,I told my dad that everytime I hurt him by saying horrible things in a rebellious tone,I don't mean it.[well sometimes I do but I din say that]I always feel horrible talking back to him but it's not like I can help it.
What's wrong with me???
amanDa @ 12:45 PM
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