Tuesday, August 08, 2006
I'm so pissed off with my dad.Nowadays the two main people that sparks my anger is the people I live with.
1)MY BROTHER
2)DAD
Ben(bro)'s just really annoying and CHILDISH.I really hate him at times.Gets up my nerves practically everyday and it feels like there's this hatred that's growing deeper and deeper in my heart.
As for my dad,he's being way too overprotective.
Really going too far.
This afternoon it happened again.
I wanted to go for a jog and he wouldn't let me.
We were raising our voices at each other and I really don't get him!!
He's so paranoid and said he didn't want to "take the risk" of me getting kidnapped.
wtf man?!?!!
WHAT IS WRONG WITH HIM???!
Why is he being so protective ever since we came to perth?
I feel so choked up.
No breathing space.
No freedom.
No nothing.
Like a bird trapped in a cage.
Dad's always saying how good it is that we're here in perth and spending so much more time with each other,unlike in singapore.I think that spending SO MUCH MORE time with each other is true but I don't think it's neccessarily good.
You know,everyone needs their own space.
And I so desperately want my own freedom and space.
Yes.DESPERATELY.
So desperate that many times,I really want to go back to singapore where I can have my freedom back.
I also have not the slightest idea why my dad becomes so overprotective when we're in perth.
When we go back to singapore for holidays,I can go anywhere I like!
And when I come back to perth,suddenly everything changes and I can't step out of the house without someone else with me.
Can u imagine that kind of life?!
I have the shit of a life.
DAD I WANT MY FREEDOM BACK!!!!!!!!!!
amanDa @ 6:26 PM
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