SOrry people for not updating for such a long time.I NEVER ever have the time to get on the computer.
Seriously.
And right now I'm actually supposed to be writing my english report due on monday which I've got a hell lot to work on.I only completed my research and now I'm just straightaway jumping to the final copy of the report without a draft or any idea what I'm gonna write coz it's due in approximately 1 day and 3 hours!!!

Main reason I REALLY need to blog is because of how upset I was today at work!!!

(Excuse my language)

I HATE HOSTING THOSE FUCKING KIDS PARTIES AT HUNGRY JACKS!!!!!!!!!!
FUCKING PARTIES SHOULD JUST FUCK OFF!!

Today is Saturday and I worked from 10am-6pm and guess what I did during these 8 whole hours?
PARTIES...PARTIES...And PARTIES....

I had to do 3 fucking kids parties all in 1 day and it's so bloody unfair!!!!!

Some people worked here for a couple of years and NEVER did a party before...but I had to do 3 whole parties in one day,supposedly to "TRAIN" me up!!!It was too much for me and I broke down.

Literally.

Shah(the super nice trainee manager,my fav friend in Hungry Jacks)was asking me about how I was doing,are the parties going alright and stuff like that in between the 1st and 2nd party.I told her I hated it,everything's horrible and stuff and the more I said,the more upset I got and I just broke down in tears.
Thank God it was Shah that I cried in front of,coz she's ever so nice and I feel comfortable around her.She gave me a hug and comforted me.But quite a couple of other people saw me crying and it was so embarrassing.
I just couldn't help it you know..I'm not really sad or anything but whenever I talk about something upsetting that was suppressed and bottled up inside of me,tears just start flowing.

I really need to get rid of that "weakness" I have.Maybe get an operation on my eyes or sth...=]

Anyway Terrance(the manager)also saw me crying but he didn't look too bothered about it.I heard Shah telling him that he shouldn't make me do parties and stuff but he still made me do the rest of the 2 parties.

But that's it man.
I swear I'm not doing a single more fucking party.
If he's gonna force me,then fine.I quit sucker!!

Hopefully he'll have enough brains to tell that he's pushing it too far and that it's end of "party trianing" for me.He reckons I'm such a nice pleasant girl so I'll make a fantastic kids party host.

Well I'm sorry but that's not gonna work.
At least he got to see a not-so-smiley side of me today.
All throughout today I pulled a SUPER long face.So whenever I walk past him to get the food order,candles,cakes,drinks,toys or whatever shit the kids wants,I never have a smile on my face because that's simply how I felt.I was upset and angry with him.

It got to a point where he followed me after I walked past him and he said,"Amanda..You got to be more enthusiastic.Parties need a lot of enthusiaism..(blablabla I wasn't quite listening)"
I kept on walking and didn't turn back to stop and listen like I would normally.
"You look like you're dragging your feet doing this..."
Me(cuts in,still not facing him),"Yeah I am."
Guess I didn't use a very nice tone too.
And after that he just walked off coz he had something else to see to.
Oh by the way this happened during the 1st party,before I actually broke down.

So horrible horrible horrible...
Actually the reason why I hate parties is because as you guys know,I'm not the outro type of person.I'm more to the quiet and shy side.Unfortunately.
I'm trying to change and improve but hosting a kids party requires a loud voice,lots of organising, patience,and especially for the games you need to be so enthusiastic and creative and have the outgoing and "kiddy" personality.

Apparently,Terrance thinks a friendly and nice personality does it all but he should know I'm not really a loud and outgoing person and parties are just not for ME.
Arrggghh he better not make me do anymore parties OR ELSE!!!

I'm all cool with front counter-which I did all week and rather enjoy.Definitely not parties though.I rather clean the restaurant the whole time than do those freaking parties.
My blood boils whenever I think about how he made me do 3 parties all in one day when other people don't even have to do a single one in their life at Hungry Jacks!!

So pissed off.

But I better go now.Gotta sleep and finish the whole freaking report tomorrow.