I am so not in the mood for anything right now.

Today is so draining.
And it's not just the study and tests going on.
So many people won't stop giving me shit for things ey.
Like if you're upset okay I don't mind being stamped upon so you'd feel a little better, but if you can't stop going on about it then fuck, I'm outta here.
There's always a limit so DON'T FCKING CROSS IT.

Uhhhhhh!@#@&@&^
IM SO MAD
mad at ppl,
and definitely mad at myself.
it's like a freaking two way relationship.
When I notice bad points abt ppl, when I hate someone at certain times, I always hate myself SO much for hating that person. I can't escape it, I hate myself for hating because I really am trying to be positive and I really wanna love people. But omg shitttttt it's so hard at times :'(

god.
i hate this world and i cant wait to get out.